Can I please start this day over? I was grumpy today and managed to get upset at ALL of my children throughout the day. It was just one of those days where nothing necessarily was wrong, I just happened to be in a bad mood, if for no other reason than I'm a women. It happens, I know, but I hate feeling like that. Where I just have no control over my happiness. I tried, I just couldn't snap out of it. Then someone does something that maybe I would normally be able to shrug off but today I couldn't. So like I said for one reason or another I was upset with everyone today. Considering tomorrow's Mother's day, I don't foresee any of my children handing out any Mother-of-the year awards to me.
When you consider all the responsibilties that go along with of being a Mother it's a wonder I even had children. I think it's one of those areas where you have more faith in your abilities before you actually do it. Like thinking you could run a half marathon in under 2 hours and then halfway through your like "what was I thinking". It can just all be a bit overwhelming some days. I just pray that in the end they'll either forgive me or forget about all the mistakes I made. I know I can't rewind but almost as good, there is tomorrow and hopefully I'll be better. Hopefully.
2 comments:
You may have your up's,
And sometimes your down's,
But what we wouldn't change is having you around.
You Are Loved Mama! (Rachel)
I love this post rachel..its so real and so true! I miss you and love keeping up with your darling family. I hope all is well!
I think of you often, you are a true friend!
Love Heidi
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